I forgot to write; again! I also didn’t have no internet so communicating was hard, haha. I had a couple of fun days. I went with my dad to Houffalize in Belgium. Houffalize lays in the Ardennen, an area with a lot of streams and is surrounded by woods. It is so beautiful and relaxing to be there. We always went when I was a child but stopped when I got older. Now we went back, without my mum, she was already going to something else. My dad and I did a lot of fun things. We made long walks and we hired a kano and we row across a lake.
I had an amazing weekend, I love my dad and we had a good time. I could do RT4 there, I bought banana’s and dried fruits. We had to drive for hours to get there, so dried fruit was really nice to have. Wewent to several restaurants and I asked for the veggie option without oil and stuff. They weren’t that nice, but they did it so I was happy. I’ll post my log of today!
Yesterday was allright. A bit weird actually. I had contact with my ex-boyfriend. He is still a friend, but I don’t speak to him that often.Our parents are friends to. He texted me, said that he was on a holiday and that he saw that I went to Sziget. He asked about and we talkedfor a while. Nothing weird or awkward, just us being friends after a breakup. But then he started to ask about my relationship. I’ve been with Vincent for over 3 years now, and I’m not gonna give him up. I really do believe I love him. I told my ex that I was still with Vincent, and then he told me that breaking up with me was the biggest mistake in his life. How are people suppose to react on that?! It was weird. I said ‘Thanks, I gues.. But you thought it was rightat the time, and I’m happy now, so maybe you should find someone to make you happy too”. He said he might. I didn’t care. But it did made me feel different. I don’t feel guilty or something, I just wished he never had said anything.. But now about my day. I worked, and because of that I didn’t had a lot of time to eat. That’s why I ate 2 small salads instead of 1 big one.
RT4 day 20
- Breakfast: 3 pears
- Snack: salad with cucumber
- Lunch: Salad with mushrooms, feta cheese, olives and tomatoes.
- Snack: 4 ricecrackers with hummus and 2 banana’s
- Dinner: home made pumpkinsoup (recipe later!) and 3 ricecracker
- Snack: more soup
It’s gonna be a good day today! I just had my first breakfast (400g of melon) and later on I will eat some banana’s. I have a appointment with my psychologist, something that first scared me, but I came to the point that I may consider it helpfull. I also have to work tonight, but nothing new; just stading in the bakery and serving people bread. BTW I colored m hair while I was in Budapest! It was like this:
And this is how I look now! Big difference right? But I like it! It is more ‘me’.
I’m really sorry. I haven’t been writing for over two weeks. I didn’t wrote you, because I went on a holiday. There was no good internet connection, so it was almost impossible to write. BUT I’m back now! School is almost starting again, and I need to prepare myself for the ‘normal life’ (no late nights or going out, no watching series all day long..) but I can handle that.
I’ve had a great holiday, but I’m happy to go to school again. I think it’s mainly because of the normal sructure, and because I get to learn things. I felt bored and I’m eager to study/learn again.
ps, The bowl in the front pic is actually a salad! They put it into a toasted breadbowl!
so yesterday was my birthday, I turned twenty! 😀 And I really had an amazing day!! I’ll celebrate it tomorrow, because my birthday was on a tuesday, and it’s easier to celebrate it in the weekend. (when most people don’t have to go to work, except me, I have to work tomorrow) But let’s go back to the 24th! When I woke up, I heard the ‘birthdaysong’ on the birthday cd. (It’s an awfull song, it keeps repeating: “HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY!”) My parents made breakfast, and mum bought glutenfree bread and fruit for me. I got an necklase and a ring from the fairtrade store, a nomination charm, a beautiful picture and traveliing stuff!! After that Vin&I went to Den Bosch (a large city,1.5 hour drive) just because we felt like it. We drunk in the sun, cocktails on a terrace. I felt so happy.After that we went for a walk through the city, and we went for a lunch in an amazing lunchshop! They made the best things, all biologic and organic! If you want to see what I ate, view my last RT4 post! 🙂 After that we went to Helmond (another hour drive) and I bought some shirts and a skirt there. We also went out for dinner: SUSHII. It’s my favorite, I could eat it all day long. It was so cool, such a nice day to look back on!
It’s time for another blog. I know you’re thinking: Why, you just posted one. Well, because I like it and I can ^^. And I just want to tell SOMEONE about my day, and I like you guys. The people who liked (or commented something) my blog are all very inteligent themself, and have these really interresting blogs. You know, the ones that let you think twice about something. It’s cool that you people follow me. 🙂 But okay, about my day.I didn’t had to work until four, so I had the whole morning. I went for a run, and when I came back, my mum came with this brilliant idea of hers: Goining to the beach! So that’s what we did: we got or beach stuff together and we went. I drove (just got my driverslicese, so I still find it scary to drive) and we were there within half an hour. PERFECT. I brought some watermelon and mum made bread with humus for me. The weather was so nice, I got a nice tan. (or tht’s what I’m hoping for) I felt so relaxed. I was listening to the waves, the playing children and I felt the sun on my skin. I defenitely like the beach.
Colitus Ulcerosa. It sounds a bit like a spell from Harry Potter doesn’t it? But believe me, it’s not. It’s a disease in your colon, which I probably have had since I was just a little girl. But I’m also a premature born, so they thought my stomach pain was because of that. Unfortunately, it wasn’t. I got very ill at age 16, so ill that I dropped a lot of weight, had to be tube-fed (because of my diarrea I couldn’t get my nutritions in) and completely lost my life. The only good thing about that certain period is that they found the med on which do work for me. I still use them now. I wish I could stop, because there are always side-effects and it is poison that you take. But I can’t go without them. If I stop, I instantly get ill. And I don’t want to lose my life again. I need to come back fr a quick hospitalisation in August, and I’m already worried about what they gonna say about my new lifestyle…
That’s me, while my nurse is taking some blood.