Hey my loves!
why oh why do I use caps lock? Well because you haven’t seen me in a while. And I’m happy to announce that I’m back!

WHY have I been gone? I had a hard time dealing with life and with myself. I was more aware of my ED and I felt terrible. I didn’t feel like ‘me’ but it felt like there was nothing I could do. But I feel so much better now. I decided that I won’t let a disease rule my life. I’m not sure if this will help me, but it feels like it does. And I get a lot of support from m boyfriend and parents. I still have a disease in my colon, which is also a big part of my life. Living healthy and sport regularly should help me feel better. I always tried, but didn’t made it far because of my ED. But now, I will.

Will you continue this journey with me?

xxx Jazzie


Why I haven’t been writing.

Hello peeps!
I’m really sorry. I haven’t been writing for over two weeks. I didn’t wrote you, because I went on a holiday. There was no good internet connection, so it was almost impossible to write. BUT I’m back now! School is almost starting again, and I need to prepare myself for the ‘normal life’ (no late nights or going out, no watching series all day long..) but I can handle that.
I’ve had a great holiday, but I’m happy to go to school again. I think it’s mainly because of the normal sructure, and because I get to learn things. I felt bored and I’m eager to study/learn again.

xx Jazzie

ps, The bowl in the front pic is actually a salad! They put it into a toasted breadbowl!